Tell Me Somethin Good

I wish I would have taken more pictures for such a momentous occasion because today is the day. We have been waiting to hear these words for two and a half years. Miss Olivia RoseMarie is now ready to come off her seizure medicine. After a much anticipated visit with her pediatric neurologist (Dr. Edgar-- a literal God send) he cleared her to discontinue them. Kepra has been a daily staple in her life since the age of six months and for the next six weeks or so we will be gradually weaning her off it. I have mixed feelings of course with stopping the medicine as I am sure all parents would. What if the seizures come back? What if I don't notice it happening (as they were silent seizures to being with)? What if she stops breathing again??? And then I took a step back and thought... Man, I am so ready for this. I can't change what is meant to happen and if this angel really belongs in heaven... thats where she will go. So knock on wood y'all cause I surely look forward to decades of awesome with this little firecracker. Oh and guess what!!! It seems that a side effect of Kepra is irritability... so there is a chance that her occasional grumpiness (and by that i mean frequent) may be in part due to the meds. Time will only tell but here's hopin we have even more sunshine and sweetness from the littlest Bronander babe.